napela aku rasa hampa sgt ni. hoho.hoho.hoho. hmm hmm hmm. ish. asek mengeluh. mak salu marah klu mengeluh2 ni. kata mak tak baek. hoho. dulu aku salu ckp . mak, bosan lah. maka mak akan ckp. "g amek air semayg. g baca Quran. cuti 2 bulan ni, leh khatam satu Quran", hambek ,terpana aku!.pastu, sejak dari hari itu. no more ayat."mak, busan la" hihi.

tp hari ni aku rasa hampa. hehe. klu kat umah kan. mak ngn abah sgt tahu klu aku sedih.wekeke. nampak sgt tak reti nk sorok2 kan. hoho. sbbnyer, klu aku tak sedih. mmg happy go lucky larr. sikit2 ketawa2.tak benti2 ketawa. hoho. tp klu aku sakit or sedih, kompem. terkunci mulut ni. ahaha. pastu yg pasti, salu wat2 pejam mata.konon2 dh tido.biasalah taktik lama kan. Taw ape saat yg gumbira, huu.bg aku..saat bahgia aku adalah melihat org2 tersyg bahgia dan gumbira. sbb aku pown akan bahgia. nape tiba2 citer ni semua kt blog. sbbnyer..aku rasa aku sgt rendu emak dan abah lar, dgn abg2 ku, akak ku, dan adek2 ku. hmm. hmm. hmm. ni pown baru rasa betul sehat dari demam. hoho. hmm. hmm.hmm. byk nyer dugaan. byknyer masalah yg perlu selesai, byknyer hal2. hmm. hmm.hmm. dugaan. hmm. dugaan. hmm. sabar.sabar.sabar. aku salu suruh org sabar tp aku pown tak sabar. hmm. yer.sabar. kdg2 rasa, betul ke langkah aku ni. hmm.layak ke aku? betui ke aku ni? hmm.ragu2. hmm. takleh2. kene kuat kan.kene tabah kan. hmm. kan Allah sayang org yg sabar.
sabar.sabar.sabar. andai aku tak busan nk tulis 1001 kali perkataan sabar.pasti aku dh tulis. dan klu dgn menaip sebyk 1001 kali perkataan sabar. aku boleh benar2 sabar. pasti aku akan buat.ahaha. sensitif nyer aku ni. dhla sensitif, sikit2 dh rasa terharu.sikit2 dh rasa simpati berlebihan..sikit2 dh kesian. ahahahaha.
tu la. kuncinya sabar. ye sabar. senang nk ckp susah nk buat kan. mmg lah.tp tetap kene sabar. sabar lah sabar.sabar lah sabar.
andai aku boleh beli sebuah kesabaran yg tinggi, meti aku berusaha carik duet utk beli sabar. tp sabar takleyh dibeli kan.
nk sgt jd org penyabar.nk sgt. sbb org yg sabar ni.tenang jek. tenang.sgt tenang.
hehe.apelah aku mepek.yer.ni lah luahan aku yg sedg "homesick"
ape2 pown. org akan kata. "sabar !" huuuuuuu
jadi, "sabar"

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Sabar, gi jalan tepi pantai.. :p

hoho.i hope too. wish for a beach in front the hospital. :p

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