haw3. baru kejap td. aku ber web cam dgn family ku.

mcm biasalah. Diorg tunjuk alisyaa qistina. comeii. dh pandai senyum.hehe.

alisya now berusia 39 hari.

ah. nk balik sgt2..tgk alisya. =)


semoga aku dpt balik raya haji ni.

Tadi mlm, aku oncall di emergency room. agak tenang di sana. cuma ade case hematology --> AML. dan cardio cases.

Hmm. Tiba2, beberapa msg msk. teeet! vibrate .

"Laila mastura meninggal dunia.. Al Fatihah.

yaa..semua nya msg yg sama dari teman2 aku. Terdiam..terkedu.. umurnya 22 thn. Junior aku di sini. Ya Allah..

Terasa sgt berbeza bila.. mendapat berita ini, walaupun byk melihat kematian..namun pabila org yg kita kenal.. sudah tiada amat terkesan di hati..

Ya Allah, hingga kini..wajah Allahyarham Laila Mastura..masih bermain2 di ingatan..

betapa ramahnya dia..senyumannya.. hmm. ya Allah, kini dia sudah tiada.. terkilan kerna..sudah lama tidak bertemu.Sampai kini, ingatanku padanya tidak putus2.. teman2ku juga begitu..apetak lagi junior2 ku yg satu batch dgnnya.

Ya Allah....

terfikir olehku..andai aku ditempatnya.. ya Allah..aku tidak bersedia. Namun, ajal ketentuan Allah. Bersiap sedia lah.. jauh di sudut hati.. terasaa..betapa jahilnya diri.. betapa tipisnya iman..betapa kurangnya nya amal.. betapa buruk akhlak..betapa hitamnya hati..

ya Allah,

semoga roh Allahyarham Laila Mastura, diberkati Allah.. semoga Allah mengampuni segala dosa2 nya.. Semoga ditempatkan bersama golongan org2 beriman..

Sedekah kan al Fatihah..Yasin..

ya Allah,
Berikan lah hidayah kepada ku..teman2 ku dan semua.. supaya kami tidak leka dari terus mendekatimu..

supaya kami berada di jalan yg lurus..

dorongkan kami ke jalan kebaikan..

Amin..

"Sesungguhnya setiap yg hidup akan Mati.."

Al Fatihah.


p/s : aku baru pas buka faceboook allahyarham.. sayu nyer hati melihat gambar2 nya.

I'm smilling

He makes me smile for the whole day.

Thank you =)

Flower2 in my heart.. kah kah kah

*mengong jek*


=p

Syhhhh.. *rahsia* ;)

Synopsis :

Since the age of 5, Gigi (Ginnifer Goodwin) has been told that when men act like jerks, it means they like her.

Years later, Gigi is now struggling to find true love while shifting through men who are simply not interested. After her latest date, Conor (Kevin Connolly), has failed to call her, Gigi visits a bar he said he frequented in order to see him. There, she is approached by Alex (Justin Long), a friend of Conor's who works at the bar. Gigi claims she is waiting for Connor, since she needs to return a dentist's pen to him. However, Alex quickly sees through her lie, claiming Connor's dentist is his father (not the name written on the pen). Gigi admits that Connor is not expecting her, and explains her confusion over his lack of response. Alex tells her that Connor isn't interested, and then takes it upon himself to explain the "signs" to Gigi.

Meanwhile, Connor, having just left his date with Gigi, calls his girlfriend Anna (Scarlett Johansson). Anna is shopping in the supermarket and runs into Ben (Bradley Cooper). He tells her to go before him in line, citing an indecision about gum as the reason. Anna tells Connor she has to go, and, as she is checking out, is awarded a cooler as a 1000th visitor gift. The two exchange numbers outside when Ben says he knows someone who can help Anna with her singing career. After a few moments of hesitation, Ben admits that he is married. The two part, and Ben walks over to a car and gets in. Neil (Ben Affleck) then asks Ben what that was about.

When Neil returns home, he is greeted by his girlfriend of seven years, Beth (Jennifer Aniston). She announces that her younger sister is getting married. Neil, who is in the kitchen making tea, tells Beth that he doesn't believe in marriage. Beth, who desperately wants to get married to Neil, doesn't understand why he dislikes the idea so much.

Ben meets his wife Janine (Jennifer Connelly) back at their new townhouse, currently being renovated.

Gigi, excited about the tips Alex gave her, eagerly shares them with her coworkers, Janine and Beth. Gigi explains that if he's interested, he'll make the first move, and if he's not, he won't. When she claims that there are exceptions, but that the majority are not, she unintentionally implies that Neil will never marry Beth, since they have been together for 7 years and they haven't married yet.

Beth confronts Neil when she goes home, saying she can't deal with it anymore. When Neil continues to refuse to get married, the two break up.

~ hiks.. i like this movie.

The moral of the story : if he's interested, he'll make the first move, and if he's not, he won't.. rite?

huu, jgn sampai tertunggu2 bagai pungguk rindukan bulan, atau bagai menunggu bulan jatuh ke riba. hooho

and

should a guy make a first move to begin a relationship? of course lah kan, begitulah yg dikatakan " gentleman" .. eh? hehe

whatever..

life goes on rite?

all the best! =)

p/s : byknyer impian yg ingin digapai, terasa bagai ingin menggapai bintang2 di langit. krezzz..

Dan bila hujan turun..

Aku rindu dia

Dan bila hujan..

Ku terkenangkan dia

Dan bila hujan..

Ku berharap dia juga mengingatiku

Dan bila hujan..

..

=p

byk sgt hal yg berlaku..

hee. naper hati rapuh sgt..

kuatlah menempuh dugaan hidup ini. kuatlah.. di marah. di hina.. di cercaa..

Akmar, sabarlah akmar. cubalah bersabar yek.

Akmar. sabar. sabar. sabar.

Hidup mmg byk dugaan kan =)


Hujan sedang turun dgn lebat. Aku suke hujan..
Bila hujan, aku pasti rindu diek.

Ape diek rindu aku juga?

Mcm tak pown. haw haw haw

*giler.. jiwang mode activated*

jom berkaseh syg!

Selamat Hari Lahir !! yg ke ..hehe.. ke 24 thn ;)

yerp. Umur aku hari ni 24 thn yek. hehe.

24 . muda lg kan. ;)

Hehe. emak msg.. ucapan bezday..bla bla bla..lastly.. dan semoga dpt balik raya haji nanti.

my sis msg : Happy birthday from Me Alisya cute, cepat la balik , nanti alisya tak kenal cik ma. * ngesss.. adess..berkobar2 perasaan nk balik mesia* ntah bila.

pada mlm 19 hb 10 .. aku telah pown ber web cam dgn familyku. hehe. Tgk aksi alisya.. sembg dgn akak, dgn adik dan dgn abah dan emak. rindu! sgt rindu!

hehe. dan to all my friends.. i love you all.. muahxx! =p


Lastly,

"happy birthday akmar! "

;)

Malang, Jawa Timur. Indonesia.
20 10 09

101009

=)

Takpelah Akmar..

Tarikh cantik. Tapi hati resah.

Nak balik Malaysia pls!

=(

eh. opps. hati ceria kembali , sbb ade nk kuar dgn vera dan erinda ptg nanti. Sebenarnyer, ingat nk ajak dak2 umah kuar. tp diorg dh keluar dulu.. sbb aku kan balik lambat. Hehe, nasib baik lah, ade org ajak aku kuar. Hampir je nk merayau2 sorg2 kat mall hari ini. Yelah, nak beli barang2 skit utk esok.. kan dh nk pergi Wilingi. Hehe.

Doakan aku selamat sampai Wilingi.. hospital daerah. Doakan aku baik2 saje kat sana. Doakan aku dpt byk ilmu yg bermanfaat. Doakan kesejahteraan aku yek!

Mak pesan.. hati2, taw jekla sekrg ni org2 indonesia ni tak suke sgt dgn malysia.

Risau ade gak. Tapi harus bagaimana eh. Semuanya harus di lalui kan. =)

Takpelah. semua aku baik2 saje.hehe. =p takde ape2 lah. Tak semua org Indonesia jahat, dan tak semua org Malaysia baik kan? Ker cmne eh?

ahh. siap2 cuci baju..lapcoats.. n lain2.. mlm ni kemas2. esok pg berangkat. ;)

I'll miss my blog. kat sana tade internet.

Semalam adalah oncall terburuk ku.

Patients byk dan dan ada yg conditionnyer kritis dan exotis.

Tension. ade sesuatu yg mengganggu fikiran ku. Tentang kata2 seorg dokte nih semalam. Ahh. Stress laks bila asek terkenangkan kata2 diek.
Namun, aku selalu kata.. Takpela..takpela..takpelah. Tapi kdg2 hati sendiri tamo mengabaikannya.

Argh.

Letihnyer jadi dokte. Napela amek medic. haiii..
Jgn mengeluh.

oke. tarik napas pnjg. hadapi lah hari ini!

Have a nice day everybody!

kalau nk ikutkan hati. malas sgt2 nk g sepital.

kalu di ikutkan hati. ahahaha. mmg pemalas la.

nk follow up pagi2. hehe. tetapi nk wat cmne..cmne..cmne..

ahahaha. kene buat gak. kene gak .paks diri skit.

takpelah
takpelah
takpelah

sabar2. hari ini Selasa, besok kan dah Rabu.. lusa dah Khamis. dan Jumaat. dan hoorey.

Hari Ahad and the whole next week outstation. ngee.

Cepat gak masa berlalu.

;)


2-3 hari ni. aku merajuk dgn emak dan abah aku.

Stress beb. Adalah kisahnyer.

Haw3. Tiba2 hari ini , aku check2 jadual aku..oh. munkin raya haji aku buleh balik.

Lalu, aku msg abg aku.

"abg lan. ma nk balik la raya aji ni" .. die reply " balik la, tp janji kene ade teman, abg lan tamo jd mcm ari tu"

haw3. kisah aritu? hee. kisah lama adalah, emak abah dh abglan ingat aku balik dgn kwn. sampai airport.. balik hari sama.. masa lain2. aku sampai tgh mlm kt sana. haw3. dan pnjg kisah. ahahaha. mls nk ingat =p.. yg pasti.. Sampai je airport Juanda..diorg keje call aku jek.. ahahah. sampailah..last sekali aku kata. "oke emak, maa dh sampai dlm umah" =p padan muka aku.

oke, next. td.. hilmi hussin msg "kakma, bila nk online ni"

..aku balas agak lambat.baru pasan msg.." oke2.online la sekrg."

..hilmi hussin "ala, alisya bar je lena, emak dan yong tak bg kacau ar.."

kess. kije tdo jek dak kicik itu. =p

ahahaha.

Next ..msg mak.. " emak, maa leh balik KOT raya haji nanti"

Emak reply.. " Balik le. booking tiket awal2.Alisya raya d kuala"

Hehe. kess. klu tak raya , pown.. wajib balik kuala, sbb aku balik umah. ekekek

=p

haaaa. hmm. hehe.


rendu la! huu


haa. *cantik tak beg kunin atas tu?? hehe, dh lama tak beli beg =p . anyway, aliza tak bg aku beli sbb die kata cam kanak2. tp aku suke la. dan aku tak rasa cm kanak2. wekeke.


hiks hiks. hiks.

i'm so busy nowadays..so exhausted.

but, i'm happy =)


*Setiap hari yg di lalui.. betapa penat dan sakit hati. harus lah sabar dan ikhlas menerima , hadapi dgn kegembiraan. Jika tidak pasti akan merasa sgt sgt sgt LELAH.

Haw3. ** =p

Hello Love , opps.. i should say .."salam"

How can i reach you?

How can i hear your voice?

How can i see your face?

Hello Love ,

Are you single right now? It 's occay dear love, but don't go too far.. because at the end you are mine. (kah kah kah..)

Dear Love,

I hope you are just in a good shape.
I hope, we 'll meet soon in a very good condition when both of us are ready.

Love,
Now.. i dont know you, i don't even know your name.. your age.. how do you look like..

But, i believe that.. Allah knows better. I 'm yours.

Love,

In everything you do, just remember that Allah is there for you.

Dear Love,
please take care. I can't look after you right now, but i believe that..Allah will always take a good care you.

Darling Love.
I've already miss you
I'll be waiting for you..

and i'll believe..

Future, i'll meet you ..yaa.. finally..in a very good condition. InsyaAllah
Love.

I love you.. L.O.V.E


a love letter by akmar

seal with a kiss~



*mengong ah. tak thn bace nih . ekeke*

if i know, who are my husband in future.. i'll post this to him. ekeke. Then, he won't take a long time to find me. ekeke

=p

About Me

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No mountains too high enough, no oceans too wide. Cause together or not, our dance won't stop. Let it rain, let it pour. What we have is worth fighting for. You know i believe, that we meant to be. *takdir Allah dah tentukan yg terbaik utk kita*

Just Remember

When things are down
And you are out of your mind
Remember just remember
Allah is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness
And nothing is right
Remember just remember
Through the darkness,
Allah is The Light.

When nothing makes sense
And your heading for demise
Remember just remember
It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise.

When times are troubled
And no one seems to care
Remember just remember
Allah won't hurt you, He is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking
And your pain makes you fall
Remember just remember Allah Sees it all.

When you are weak
And the road seems long
Remember just remember
Seek strength from The Strong.

When life is a burden
And everything is unstable
Remember just remember
Allah is The Able.

When the way is cloudy
And there is no one by your side
Remember just remember
Allah is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen
Or is willing to lend an ear
Remember just remember
Allah is always ready to hear.

When you are poor and penniless
And you are stuck in a niche
Remember just remember
Allah is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery
And there is nowhere to run
Remember just remember
You can always run to The One.

And when your scars are hurting
And your heart is in fear
Remember just remember
Allah is really here.

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