Hari ini aku sgt sedih. Sgt sedih.

meh layan lagu sedih ni;

I'm leaving on a Jetplane


All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Guitar Solo

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go


* kan bes klu aku leh men guitar, nk men lagu ni > _ <

i'll say nothing about it
but i learn something.. in life " there r always Ups and Downs"

akmar, be good! You will be just occay ;)

aku tidak tahu nk ckp ape. die sedang sakit. aku tak dpt nk bantu ape2

cuma,,"ya Allah, sembuhkanlah penyakitnya..permudahknlah segala urusannya.." ameen

hanya.

aku syg die. byk. aku yakin Allah akan membantu die.

maaf

soalnya hati,
sukar utk dimengerti..

haha. tutup lah hati rapat2. kedap2. sbb hati terlalu rapuh tak mampu terlayan dan akhirnya merasa lelah.

tutup hati rapat2.
pejam mata rapat2.

ingat.. bunda, ayahanda.keluarga tersyg. si kecil alisya yg comel. ah. ingat mereka. rindu jadinyer.

ingat lah. janji Allah. Allah akan beri terbaik untuk hambanya yg bersabar dgn ujian- ujiannya. Allah akan berikan sesuatu yg kita tidak sangka . Janji Allah, setiap manusia itu berpasangan seperti Adam dan Hawa. Kita tidak ketemu di dunia, kita boleh bertemu di syurga nanti ye.

Rasa jauh. sayunya. Duhai diri, duhai hati dalam diri ini, service blk, cuci kasi bersih..biar kembali bersinar..baru Allah sayang, baru hidup berkat..baru hati tenang.
Tapi susah, rasa susah nk maintain..nanti kotor balik, mcm kete yg tak dicuci dan diservice lah. sampai debu penuh, warna asal pown hilang. ish.kotor2.

Hidup harus gembira, tapi biarlah gembira dgn hati yg tenang. Biarlah gembira..kerna terasa kasih dekat pada Yang Maha Esa.

Faham? ah. Tamo maen tarik tali. Aku penat dh. Tamo juga seperti bingung sendiri.

Duhai hati, bersabarlah.
Duhai hati, tabah lah
Duhai hati, mari cuci sampai bersih
Duhai hari, damailah

Cukuplah.soal hati.
Kadang- kadang manusia ini perlu dilanda badai, supaya kita sedar bahwa, hidup ini sementara. supaya ingat.. Allah Maha Besar.







hehe. suke2!




rumah impian ku. ah! menawan kalbu


*study2* =p

Hari ini cukup dua minggu berlalu aku berada di posting psikiatri. *SANGAR* (seram). Hehe. Pada minggu pertama, aku telah ditakdirkan maju kpdm, journal dan responsi bersama satu specialist yg sama. Jadi ketiga2 assignment aku bersama seorg specialist psikiatri anak dan itu sesuatu yg memerlukan daya kerja. Haha. Jadi jika selama ini, aku tidaklah harus bersungguh mengerjakan sesuatu. Tetapi kerana daya tolak dan ketakutan dibebel dgn Dokter ini cukup membuatkan aku lebih bersiap sedia. Hahaha.

Ditakdirkan. assigment aku semuanya adalah berkaitan dgn kanak- kanak, sehingga pesakit untuk responsi ku adalah anak berusia 4 thn dgn diagnosa ADHD (attension deficit hyperactivity disorder). Setelah berusaha menunggu di poli. Akhirnya, datang juga pesakit anak yg jarang- jarang akan follow up di poliklinik. ya..berkat doa, kesungguhan..akhirnya Allah membantu hambanya. Alhamdullillah.

Aku merasa posting kali ini begitu bermakna. ya. sgt bermakna. Apabila, aku diminta (dipilih) untuk mengikuti satu sidang antara department psikiatri dan departmen kanak- kanak. Hahaha. bunyi macam best. Tetapi biasa saja. Alkisahnya, setelah aku mkn pagi semalam, aku pun merasa, tiada apa- apa lagi yang perlu dilakukan di ward. Hahaha. Jadi, aku mengambil keputusan untuk membuat home visit di rumah sendiri. hahaha. Akhirnya. pada jam 12 tgh hari.. 2 message msk. "akmar, kmu diminta ke IKA ama Dr. W ) oh. melompat aku dari katil. Bersiap2. Langsung ke hospital. hahaha. Mujur tidak jauh. dekat saja =p

Menurutku, Dr W adalah terbaik, aku sgt terharu bila mendengar ucapannya.. dan mengatakan bahwa..kepada adik2 ku sarjana- sarjana kedokteran.. yang hadir, anda sgt bertuah kerana kasus ini sgt jarang terjadi."
Ya Allah, masa tu aku dan seorg lagi teman merasa sgt dihargai, kerna jarang sekali Dokter Muda disini di anggap ..Hahaha.kami bagai kuli dan tidak di anggap. Tetapi dgn Dr W , beliau sgt sygkankan dokter muda dan mendidik kami.
Tetapi, meskipun begitu.. anda akan merasa gerun berada di bawah bimbingan beliau. Beliau benar- benar akan marah , jika kita tidak belajar.Hahahaha. Ish, mmg sangar (seram). Tetapi, itula proses didikan beliau kepada kami, kalu tak.. tak jalan.

Jadi.maka. inilah postingku yg sgt bermakna. hehe.

Next, dermatology. next public health, next emergency, next station will be "Malaysia" home sweet home. =)

Semoga ALLAH mempermudahkan urusan kita " ameen.


*akmar is trying to let go all her feeling.. *heartless*
*But, everything is just fine ;) alhamdullillah.
* akmar believe that.. saya telah berusaha, tetapi segalanya Allah yg tentukan. =)
* akmar pinjam kata2 seseorg bahwa " BUKAN JODOH BELIAU MENDAPATKAN SAYA"

Friend is always a friend.. ;)





Aku nk jadi seorg yg cool.
Seorg yg tidak cepat marah. tak cpt terasa. tak cepat putus asa
Tenang hadapi apepown yg melanda.

Tidak dinafikan. Hafizatul Akmar saat ini menunggu seorg bf utk dijadikan teman untuk tua bersama.. hehe.

Sekrg Hafizatul Akmar ada cita- cita membuka sebuah tadika pula.. berbekalkan ilmu psikologi beliau yg cetek ini ttg perkembangan anak- anak. Beliau sgt berminat dan berharap suatu hari nanti akan dpt merealisasikan impian beliau.
Hafizatul Akmar ingin melancong ke merata tempat melihat negara2 org suatu hari nanti.

Namun, Hafizatul Akmar masih meniti jln2 tar.. yg masih mencari arah menuju puncak.

;)


continue~

One day, he put out a box of ciggerettes. yea, he's addicted to that tabacco that i hate most! i hate the aroma. weks.

Then, i said.. "let me see it for a while.. " i took it.. hak haks haks.. and kept it..put it inside my pocket. hahahha. He asked for the Ts again and again.. but i told him that..the choices are only two. I kept the tabbacos or i'll throw them into the dustbin or river , oh ya..it's happened when we were eating at a restaurant(at my place of course) near a river with Mr Black Bear. hahaha. So there are three of us. Mr Elephant (him.y? because of his ears =p ) and Mr Black Bear ( opps, his friend). Mr Black bear just laughing and agree with me. hahaha. i loikkee!

so, untill now. i still keep the box with 4 ciggerettes . Dunhill. Kah kah kah.

After that day, he afraid to show me the T again. kah kah kah.

I hope that he'll stop smoking soon, very soon. But, i know he's on his way to stop it .but, i know , it won't be easy for him.

Oh one more. i hate to wait. really i am. I can say that i'm a very punctual person ;). ar! but him?? Never on time.. (apelagi early) =p But, i do think that different makes thing more merrier.

We are friends..not more. In future ? Who knows right? Allah will show the best way for us..

I think i've already miss those moments . Kah kah kah

Oh, he won't read this ;)



i miss her!

i miss them!

i miss him ! haish.


He suddenly came... Oyh. this is the guy.. i knew it..it's him.

Giving him a smiling face =) Oh, do i fall in love? not yet.

But, i do like him. Accidentally, nearly falling for him.

Dang! aku sudah merepek.

But, i pray to Allah .. " he is my other half to complete me". amin.

Maybe he is the right person , and it might be not. Just go with the flow~

Ahaks. back to the track. =p

oh. yg kat atas tu award from my schoolmate. thank you maisarah a.k.a MY. =)

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No mountains too high enough, no oceans too wide. Cause together or not, our dance won't stop. Let it rain, let it pour. What we have is worth fighting for. You know i believe, that we meant to be. *takdir Allah dah tentukan yg terbaik utk kita*

Just Remember

When things are down
And you are out of your mind
Remember just remember
Allah is The Kind.

When your life is in darkness
And nothing is right
Remember just remember
Through the darkness,
Allah is The Light.

When nothing makes sense
And your heading for demise
Remember just remember
It doesn't make sense, but Allah is The Wise.

When times are troubled
And no one seems to care
Remember just remember
Allah won't hurt you, He is The Fair.

When your heart is breaking
And your pain makes you fall
Remember just remember Allah Sees it all.

When you are weak
And the road seems long
Remember just remember
Seek strength from The Strong.

When life is a burden
And everything is unstable
Remember just remember
Allah is The Able.

When the way is cloudy
And there is no one by your side
Remember just remember
Allah is The Only Guide.

When no one wants to listen
Or is willing to lend an ear
Remember just remember
Allah is always ready to hear.

When you are poor and penniless
And you are stuck in a niche
Remember just remember
Allah is The Rich.

When you are down in your misery
And there is nowhere to run
Remember just remember
You can always run to The One.

And when your scars are hurting
And your heart is in fear
Remember just remember
Allah is really here.

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