Tadi mlm, aku oncall di emergency room. agak tenang di sana. cuma ade case hematology --> AML. dan cardio cases.

Hmm. Tiba2, beberapa msg msk. teeet! vibrate .

"Laila mastura meninggal dunia.. Al Fatihah.

yaa..semua nya msg yg sama dari teman2 aku. Terdiam..terkedu.. umurnya 22 thn. Junior aku di sini. Ya Allah..

Terasa sgt berbeza bila.. mendapat berita ini, walaupun byk melihat kematian..namun pabila org yg kita kenal.. sudah tiada amat terkesan di hati..

Ya Allah, hingga kini..wajah Allahyarham Laila Mastura..masih bermain2 di ingatan..

betapa ramahnya dia..senyumannya.. hmm. ya Allah, kini dia sudah tiada.. terkilan kerna..sudah lama tidak bertemu.Sampai kini, ingatanku padanya tidak putus2.. teman2ku juga begitu..apetak lagi junior2 ku yg satu batch dgnnya.

Ya Allah....

terfikir olehku..andai aku ditempatnya.. ya Allah..aku tidak bersedia. Namun, ajal ketentuan Allah. Bersiap sedia lah.. jauh di sudut hati.. terasaa..betapa jahilnya diri.. betapa tipisnya iman..betapa kurangnya nya amal.. betapa buruk akhlak..betapa hitamnya hati..

ya Allah,

semoga roh Allahyarham Laila Mastura, diberkati Allah.. semoga Allah mengampuni segala dosa2 nya.. Semoga ditempatkan bersama golongan org2 beriman..

Sedekah kan al Fatihah..Yasin..

ya Allah,
Berikan lah hidayah kepada ku..teman2 ku dan semua.. supaya kami tidak leka dari terus mendekatimu..

supaya kami berada di jalan yg lurus..

dorongkan kami ke jalan kebaikan..

Amin..

"Sesungguhnya setiap yg hidup akan Mati.."

Al Fatihah.


p/s : aku baru pas buka faceboook allahyarham.. sayu nyer hati melihat gambar2 nya.

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