apekah ini suatu tanda?

tanda kau menjauh dari aku

tanda bahwa..

kita tiada apa2?

ataukah apekah hal yg dulu akan berulang..

haishh.. nape jatuh lagi.. kan sudah tahu betapa susahnya mengubat hati yg luka.

nape ketuk pintu kalu tidak singgah.

atau kenapa singgah lalu pergi..

ape pertemuan selalu diakhiri dgn perpisahan..

hmm.
aku terkenang kan patient aku... hmm. ibu ini sgt baik.. sakit2 pown. "sehat dokte"

hmm. setiap hari aku jupe diek.
Namun.. semakin hari semakin memburuk. Hari ini, die asyik menjerit2..mmg GCS dh menurun.

ya Allah

kenapa aku rasakan.. seperti Engkau akan mengambilnya..

suaminya..anaknya setia menemani..ya Allah..

suaminya.. dlm keadaan cmni selalu di sisi ibu itu. ye. aku pernah melihat bapak itu menangis. Kamu tahu, tadi bapak itu tanya aku.. " terus g mana dokte..isteri sy.."

ya Allah..

terkedu. aku diam lama.. kelu. dlm hati.. mmg * hmm, ibu ni kene cancer yg dh mestastase..* hmm. cmne aku nk jwb ni.. ayat nk comfort tp tamo kasi arapan tinggi..

akhirnya..

aku bersuara.. pelan.

dan bapak itu angguk saje. hmm.

sedih wehh. ntahla. aku pown tak tahu nape.. aku ni terlalu simpati kot.

Hmm. aku tak tahu. kenapa sekrg ni.. aku sgt syg patient2 aku. Mungkin, Allah dh buka pintu hati aku untuk menikmati anugerah pekerjaan ku dan munkin juga aku di anugerahkan patients yg sgt baik. Semoga Allah memberkati mereka.


syukur. Alhamdullillah.


p/s : munkin kah die sudah mahu menjauh dari ku? ape yg slh dgn diriku sehingga.. biasanya setiap pertemuan yg indah , selalu saja berakhir. apekah aku yg slh?

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