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Hari ini cukup dua minggu berlalu aku berada di posting psikiatri. *SANGAR* (seram). Hehe. Pada minggu pertama, aku telah ditakdirkan maju kpdm, journal dan responsi bersama satu specialist yg sama. Jadi ketiga2 assignment aku bersama seorg specialist psikiatri anak dan itu sesuatu yg memerlukan daya kerja. Haha. Jadi jika selama ini, aku tidaklah harus bersungguh mengerjakan sesuatu. Tetapi kerana daya tolak dan ketakutan dibebel dgn Dokter ini cukup membuatkan aku lebih bersiap sedia. Hahaha.

Ditakdirkan. assigment aku semuanya adalah berkaitan dgn kanak- kanak, sehingga pesakit untuk responsi ku adalah anak berusia 4 thn dgn diagnosa ADHD (attension deficit hyperactivity disorder). Setelah berusaha menunggu di poli. Akhirnya, datang juga pesakit anak yg jarang- jarang akan follow up di poliklinik. ya..berkat doa, kesungguhan..akhirnya Allah membantu hambanya. Alhamdullillah.

Aku merasa posting kali ini begitu bermakna. ya. sgt bermakna. Apabila, aku diminta (dipilih) untuk mengikuti satu sidang antara department psikiatri dan departmen kanak- kanak. Hahaha. bunyi macam best. Tetapi biasa saja. Alkisahnya, setelah aku mkn pagi semalam, aku pun merasa, tiada apa- apa lagi yang perlu dilakukan di ward. Hahaha. Jadi, aku mengambil keputusan untuk membuat home visit di rumah sendiri. hahaha. Akhirnya. pada jam 12 tgh hari.. 2 message msk. "akmar, kmu diminta ke IKA ama Dr. W ) oh. melompat aku dari katil. Bersiap2. Langsung ke hospital. hahaha. Mujur tidak jauh. dekat saja =p

Menurutku, Dr W adalah terbaik, aku sgt terharu bila mendengar ucapannya.. dan mengatakan bahwa..kepada adik2 ku sarjana- sarjana kedokteran.. yang hadir, anda sgt bertuah kerana kasus ini sgt jarang terjadi."
Ya Allah, masa tu aku dan seorg lagi teman merasa sgt dihargai, kerna jarang sekali Dokter Muda disini di anggap ..Hahaha.kami bagai kuli dan tidak di anggap. Tetapi dgn Dr W , beliau sgt sygkankan dokter muda dan mendidik kami.
Tetapi, meskipun begitu.. anda akan merasa gerun berada di bawah bimbingan beliau. Beliau benar- benar akan marah , jika kita tidak belajar.Hahahaha. Ish, mmg sangar (seram). Tetapi, itula proses didikan beliau kepada kami, kalu tak.. tak jalan.

Jadi.maka. inilah postingku yg sgt bermakna. hehe.

Next, dermatology. next public health, next emergency, next station will be "Malaysia" home sweet home. =)

Semoga ALLAH mempermudahkan urusan kita " ameen.


*akmar is trying to let go all her feeling.. *heartless*
*But, everything is just fine ;) alhamdullillah.
* akmar believe that.. saya telah berusaha, tetapi segalanya Allah yg tentukan. =)
* akmar pinjam kata2 seseorg bahwa " BUKAN JODOH BELIAU MENDAPATKAN SAYA"

Friend is always a friend.. ;)

Aku nk jadi seorg yg cool.
Seorg yg tidak cepat marah. tak cpt terasa. tak cepat putus asa
Tenang hadapi apepown yg melanda.

Tidak dinafikan. Hafizatul Akmar saat ini menunggu seorg bf utk dijadikan teman untuk tua bersama.. hehe.

Sekrg Hafizatul Akmar ada cita- cita membuka sebuah tadika pula.. berbekalkan ilmu psikologi beliau yg cetek ini ttg perkembangan anak- anak. Beliau sgt berminat dan berharap suatu hari nanti akan dpt merealisasikan impian beliau.
Hafizatul Akmar ingin melancong ke merata tempat melihat negara2 org suatu hari nanti.

Namun, Hafizatul Akmar masih meniti jln2 tar.. yg masih mencari arah menuju puncak.

;)

continue~

One day, he put out a box of ciggerettes. yea, he's addicted to that tabacco that i hate most! i hate the aroma. weks.

Then, i said.. "let me see it for a while.. " i took it.. hak haks haks.. and kept it..put it inside my pocket. hahahha. He asked for the Ts again and again.. but i told him that..the choices are only two. I kept the tabbacos or i'll throw them into the dustbin or river , oh ya..it's happened when we were eating at a restaurant(at my place of course) near a river with Mr Black Bear. hahaha. So there are three of us. Mr Elephant (him.y? because of his ears =p ) and Mr Black Bear ( opps, his friend). Mr Black bear just laughing and agree with me. hahaha. i loikkee!

so, untill now. i still keep the box with 4 ciggerettes . Dunhill. Kah kah kah.

After that day, he afraid to show me the T again. kah kah kah.

I hope that he'll stop smoking soon, very soon. But, i know he's on his way to stop it .but, i know , it won't be easy for him.

Oh one more. i hate to wait. really i am. I can say that i'm a very punctual person ;). ar! but him?? Never on time.. (apelagi early) =p But, i do think that different makes thing more merrier.

We are friends..not more. In future ? Who knows right? Allah will show the best way for us..

I think i've already miss those moments . Kah kah kah

Oh, he won't read this ;)

i miss her!

i miss them!

i miss him ! haish.

He suddenly came... Oyh. this is the guy.. i knew it..it's him.

Giving him a smiling face =) Oh, do i fall in love? not yet.

But, i do like him. Accidentally, nearly falling for him.

Dang! aku sudah merepek.

But, i pray to Allah .. " he is my other half to complete me". amin.

Maybe he is the right person , and it might be not. Just go with the flow~

Ahaks. back to the track. =p

oh. yg kat atas tu award from my schoolmate. thank you maisarah a.k.a MY. =)

2 weeks at the ophthalmology posting!!

First week, feel so..blur blur blur. Honestly, i hate this subject because it is very hard for me to memorize the anatomy, diseases on eyes.hahaha, i don't know why. hehe.
But, i feel lucky, because i meet dr yasmin, she very nice kind and so different from other residents at this posting. *blink2* She does help me a lot.. helping on our short case presentation, long case presentation and coordinate us well. =D She makes me feel like it is occay,everything will be just fine on here. ;) thank you doctor.

Second week, everything is going well~ there's several things that i hate. bla bla bla. But, it is occay, the happier moments are more than the *blueks* moments. Ahakz. During the short case presentation, i think my group did well ;) again, trillion thanks to doctor yasmin for helping us. =)

Alhamdullillah, right now, i'm preparing for long case presentation. hehe.

Hurm, last week someone make me so dissapointed, without knowing who is the first person that making that statement, i was so mad when i heard someone told me about that statement. If you know that people hate to hear what you are saying, why you keep saying those things? haish. Sometimes, you thought that people are always hurting you, but you don't realize that you are hurting others too and it was so bad if you miss diagnose it . hiks. Anyway, that indonesian girl that said that words on me~ hmm. hmm. maybe i should just put plaster on your mouth to keep your mouth shut! =p (haw3, feel good if i manage to do it.hahha)

Hoping for something good to happen! =D
Hoping that ," that someone is my other half". ngee!

oh ya! i miss alisya qistina so much! huu

hugs and kissess!

sudah sgt lama tak updat. malas sgt. haha. apepown. lg satu minggu nk blk cuti seminggu.
nak sgt jumpe org2 tersyg! hurray!

sekrg ni.hahhahaha. cam biasa lah. hoho.
maken gemuk. berat dh jadi 54kg.. ngee.apekah? semakin makmur aku nampaknya.

haha.