masalah? dugaan?

unlucky.

yes
yes
yes

first, before the osce.. aku oncall kt delivery room. aku sgt stress, aku pejam mata tapi tak terlena

study? tak abes..yg dihafal tak kuar.
yg kuar yg taw superficial sajek

unlucky?
yes
yer kot

dugaan ? cabaran?

mlm semalam masa oncall.. berendam air mata sorg2.. "giler stresss..
bedebuk, cm batu besar. hmm.
dugaan? nape aku? unlucky?

frust
nampak Dr K dan Dr T msk ruang exm. bedebuk2! dush3!

selesai osce
terus je balik umah.
bengkak mata sakit mata.. tido tak cukup.. badan letih. hati duka..

frustnyer aku
lebih frust dari putus cinta! hoho, sbb ni namanya putus harapan!

tp.
ada yg lebih mengetahui
Allah tahu, ape yg terbaik utk aku.

kan kan kan..dan Allah menguji hambanya seswai dgn kemampuannya


arini kalu tadah air mata , leh penuh 1 baldi kot
giler murah airmata aku. tapi aku tak nangis depan kamu, kamu dan kamu

hmm. dh lama tak nangis cmni. huu. mmg ade hikmah

dan sesuatu harus berubah okes!

"bersabar lah, kerna Allah syg org yg bersabar"

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