cerita ttg clinical aku setakat ni. Now, aku kat posting internal rotation selama 3 months di internal medicine.

1 bulan pertama , hoho. oncall setiap 3 hari. hehe. penat ke tak? mmg penat rasa sama cam aku oncall neuro dan masa intern. huu. Bermula hari aku pada jam 5.30 a.m , aku dh jln terkedek2 g sepital, then.. 7.oo a.m Morning report students dgn supervisor.

Around 9 a.m terus bertugas di ward masing2 sampai jam 2.30 p.m. Jika oncall, stay sampai 7.00 pagi esk..Morning report dan setelah itu pergi ruangan seperti biasa. hoho.
Setakat ni. 3 kali aku oncall dan dah 3 kali aku present case utk morning report~ Report case in English. hadoi, terasa English aku sekrg ni makin makin ntah hape2. hoho. After morning Report, g ward sampai 2.30.. biasanya..aku akan pulang 4.00 p.m.

Alah bisa tegal biasa.
Perkataan yg aku akan elak adalah "penatnyerrr", "stress" .. ni perkataan2 yg aku tak suke. aku marah, aku sakit hati dgn nurses or doctors or patients.. aku hanya diam.. dlm hati .." Ya Allah, tabahkan lah aku" bukan sbb ape, sbb aku mmg tak larat kot nk marah, wat sakit hati je. So, wat tak tahu jek. Ada jek, tgh2 oncall, rasa cam.. Ya Allah, apekah ini.. rasa cam byk nyer menda nk buat, rasa cm.. bersalah bila ade yg meninggal.. rasa cm..ahh..tak laratnyer..tak berdaya nyer.. masa tu. .. huuu

Ya Allah..

Permudahkanlah segala urusanku.

Sob sob sob.. tabahkan hati ku hadapi dugaan dan cabaran ini.

*nangis dlm hati* sayu laks

hehe

dah2. semangat okeh! ;) niat semua kerna Allah.


okeh. have a nice day.

hiks, aku oncall ari ini =p

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